This is not rated "U". I strictly warned you not to continue reading if you don't think you can take mean and cruel stuff.
I went to the clinic and the doctor's advice was to have sufficient rest especially if i might have a chance of re-exposure to ammonia again. Well, fine ...because i usually have one week of good rest before i will be tested positive for ammonia toxification again.
Please pardon me, not that i like to talk about ammonia but it is just barely 3 days... and...and...and...argghh...here's what has just happened...
oxygen's random thoughts:
blink*blink*...staring widely at the screen & yes..no doubts, it is ammonia calling..
ok...its still weekdays and ammonia should know well that i'm still in hostel and i'm not back home yet. Well, he won't be anywhere near here, would he? nah..i'm just thinking too much.
here goes...
Ammonia: hello!
Oxygen: hello. ( heart beat: 110/min ; respiratory rate: 25/min; B/P: 150/90; ..praying and keeping fingers cross that i will make it through this time safely. please, pretty please...)
Ammonia: Hi! ermm..where are you now? hostel is it?
Oxygen: Yeah...why? ( No! no! please don't tell me you are here or anywhere near here.)
Ammonia: hmm..are you coming back tomorrow?
( phew...thank God! I was just thinking too much,wasn't I?..hehe..silly me..)
Oxygen: tomorrow? no, i don't think so. why would i suddenly go back tomorrow?
Ammonia: well, are you not having any holiday tomorrow or wednesday?
Oxygen: ( puzzled...) holiday? why suddenly would i have holiday?
Ammonia: if you have holiday then you can come back tomorrow rite?
Oxygen: huh???
Ammonia: actually, tomorrow is my birthday and i want to buy you a meal.
Oxygen: oh, its your birthday?...erm, but i don't think its quite possible for me to go back coz i still have classes and i don't have any holidays. ( no... not just because it is your birthday, there would be holiday,ok?!)
Ammonia: you really cannot come back meh?
Oxygen: sorry...but you see if i do go back, how do i come back? i still have classes on wed's morning. really sorry yeah...
Ammonia: i was thinking coz it is my 21st birthday...and you really can't make it for my sake? ( whoa..i know that it is sort of like a big day for you but ...go back for your sake?? my doctor will have to put me on a pressure chamber and treat me with pure oxygen then...)
Oxygen: erm..sorry. you go treat other friends lar.
Ammonia: yeah,ok...but i want to bring u along as well. (how nice of u but really, it is ok)
Oxygen: but i don't think i can make it leh...
Ammonia: well, then arent you gonna do anything in compensation?
Oxygen: huh?...erm, like how??
Ammonia: like making yourself one of these days... ( is this some kind of birthday threat?)
Oxygen: well, i really don't know. even during the deepavali & puasa holiday i might be off to a church camp and then after the holidays i will have tests and plus i have a major exam coming up on december.
Ammonia: hmm..u are so busy huh?
Oxygen: yeah, i do feel busy and tired with such a busy schedule.
Ammonia: exam...on december but its just october now.
Oxygen: its november soon rite? and it is a major exam.
Ammonia: ermm..ok... ( i guess he did sound a bit dissapointed...gosh, am i being too cruel?)
Oxygen: sorry yeah. anyway, i wish u a be-earlied birthday wish and hope u will have a great time tomorrow.
Ammonia: haha..thank you. Bye.
Oxygen: Bye.
oxygen random thoughts:
now thinking back, its his 21st birthday... well, not that i don't want to be nice to him but... is he just a bit demanding? should i really just do some compensatory thing or should i not? not only that i'm being toxified but its begining to make me feel that i'm evil... hmm.. or did he practiced witch-craft or some brain washing thingy?
I meant no harm or any bad intention but i felt the necessity to share out my fear. Yes, your vision is completely fine. FEAR is the word. And i would be glad and appreciative if you have any good or constructive ideas or comments on this.
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9 years ago
15 comments:
giving him fake hope is more cruel than not celebrating b'day...
jl, it's rather obvious now he IS INTO you n i guess its the right time now for you to say " my study come first and dont think my heart cant fit anyone besides my family. thanks for being a friend of mine, i appreciate it, and ya, happy birthday"
or do u want some plan? i do have some plan...but have exam less than 48 hours..so just tell u plan A first....make someone leaked this blog to him n let him realised THAT'S HIM~~
since when am i giving him false hope? i have been declining his invitations in 101 different ways & moreover not like he is confessing to me or what,rite. well, say if i happen to hav a bf or wht sometime near in the future, wouldn't he question me back? and no, i don't think your plan A sounds good. anyway, all the best in your exam! pretty touched for ur active participation though u r having ur exams.Gambete,k?! ;)
so you have a crush?
who? how? when?
huh??... (-.-''') no, i dont hav a crush.
looks like u need to make a disclaimer or else ppl will start to have wrong perception.....that would be scary
jolyn i think oxygen is being harsh on ammonia ler...
ammonia probably called oxygen on friday o was it saturday coz ammonia wanted to celebrate his 21st bday earlier wif oxygen la...
then of coz oxygen rejected ammonia...
ammonia called agen coz he felt that he really wanted to celebrate this meaningful day of his wif oxygen...
but then another cruel reply...
but i dunno the history of ammonia and oxygen so i cannot really make any comments la...
but if im ammonia i wud really feel very very very sad de...
so next time dun b so harsh la...
anyway nvm bout the ammonia toxification once in a while la
go to the doctor then after breathing 1/2 an hour of pure oxygen then oxygen'll probably feel better...
if oxygen insists to avoid ammonia toxification then i think the best way is to do sum ammonia elimination... hoho
i dont agree that oxygen is cruel for replying so cold. like i said, never give fake hope, it's far for cruel.
but i do agree that oxygen is cruel in terms of not eliminating it asap
i know 02 has trid endless time, but there's no attemp was done on direct approach....currenlty my brain filled with recommendation of carbohydate for body builder...cant think of plan B,haha....
Guysz...i'm not giving any false hope ler. lenny,i am not close to him & he wont agree to call any1 else to go out together..he onli want an 'ammonia-oxygen' outing, which i'm kinda not so comfortable. Ammonia surely does send me shivers down the spine.and i'm trying my best not to b harsh.btw,the ammonia-oxygen history is quite long...hehe ;)
no no no..u get me wrong...
i said i agree what u did for not giving him fake hopes.....wait, should i give cyclist 8g/kg carbohydrate or 10g/kg? damn.....need to go back to study.....12hours to hell...sob..sob
Wow JL, what happened dear? hehe this is an amazing story! wow...if possible try to make a flash of it hoho..ok enuf of craps, who is that? Do i know him ma?
erm..i tot u shud hav heard of the ammonia during our college days. still blur,huh?..(as usual,haha =P )
eh. sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind lah. ignore the fella. don't go. that's what i think anyway. =P
i can't believe he is stil bugging u after so many years...don't ignore him first...coz ammonia will keep trying til u die...tell him right at his face like "i really appreciate your "persistancy" after all these years...but can't u dechiper my message?? i'm not going out with u in anyway,anytime,and anywhere...coz i don't want to be "contaminated" (oh...n this contamination refers to ammonia n not wee, =P)"...dear,be cruel...u are dragging this thing for too long...n yes...coz of this, u are giving him false hope...
eh eh eh~~~don't drag me in~~~can't believe after all these years u STILL bring out the story~~~
anyway, how are u jysic?
haha..thanks lots for all the advices..u see, i can onli decline the invitation to go out with him ALONE..not like he is tryin to confess rite, then i can tell him the truth..sigh..this is the time, i really wish i hav a bf so tht i can tell him tht i dun think its appropriate to go out wif him ALONE..hehe..well, probably he didnt mean to do anythin also ler BUT i'm still scared,ok..
and yeah, jysic havent seen u for centuries...hehe. how's things going?
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