take me for who i am; love me as who i am..

As we seek for a partner in life up and down, east and west, north and south, we look for the good qualities in him or her. If someone is beautiful, kind, lovely, patient, gentle, caring, sexy, etc etc.. that certainly makes her a likeable person, likewise if a 'he' is smart, caring, stable, wise, romantic, etc etc.. it is then also a norm to like that person. Of course, we still have to take into consideration that love is not merely of a mathematical logic. There is still the "feel" in us. Anyway,putting that aside, do we love someone simply just because they are good enough?


Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

~ 1 Cor 13: 6-7 ~

Loving someone for the good, positive qualities is acceptable. But loving someone despite the things that he or she lacks; loving someone also for the negative qualities embedded in him or her; loving a person despite all the reasons that makes him or her imperfect... away from own personal ideal picture of 'him' or 'her' ; that is the magnificient of love, that is how sweet love can be.

... take me for who I am; love me as who I am.

I know of one who love me as whole despite how and who I am; and He is God, He is Christ.

And, I still ask, "please... take me for who I am, love me as who I am.." and perhaps thats my dream.

I am freaking tired.

Been out for whole nite with the "sisters" yesterday after coming back from uni.

Out of the blues, two buddies of me called me to chat with me coz they felt "mou liu" enough to call me. Been on phone till around 2 something in the morning.

Been up since 7am today; Out since 8am. Being "sisters", then helping in church with the wedding etc.. Running all around, occupied with this and that... then, grandaunty's birthday dinner... came back only now.. around 1030pm.

I am tired. Very tired.

Been having assesmentS for 3/5 of our weekdays and because last friday's assessment was postponed to monday... and yeay~! I have test on monday too.

I did pretty badly in my last assessment, and I have many corrections to do. Each question 5 times. Its the answers to SAQ ( short answer questions ). Thats is no joke. I am procrastinating. Have not done any of it yet.

I am tired. Freaking tired.


p/s: ok, it seems that a lot of people have been commenting i've gone thinner. By that I really meant a lot... so, i've decided to go on a weight-gaining target. Yes, you got me right... I hereby announce that i am going on a weight-gaining target; to achieve a healthy weight.

stupid crapz me do

Had my second assessment today; the clinical examination on cranial nerves. It was a total crap. AAaaaaaahhhhhHHHHH~~~!!!! I feel like slapping myself and knocking my head HARD. It is still ok if i were to miss some details of any cranial nerve exam. Alrite, I was panic & nervous but that does not give me reasons why I should be stupid enough to miss some MAJOR, OBVIOUS stuff.

• I had the ophthalmoscope in my pocket BUT i totally forgotten about performing fundoscopy! *smack*

• forgotten about jaw jerk.. ok, acceptable.

• I TOTALLY forgot about checking cranial nerve VII; the facial nerve~... oh, dear.. stupid-nye! *SMACK*

• I was taking a moment to think about what to test on the hypoglossal nerve, mumbling to myself a little.. and then.. the examiner exclaimed, "What about 12th cranial nerve?"My bulb was lighted up. "Oh!" I go and I continued with the examination. BUT he gave me a stern look and tell, "You forgot about the 12th cranial nerve". A blank look i tossed back. I didn't know what to say. It just took me a bit of time to recall. I think he assumes that I've forgotten about it, which means no marks for CN XII as well.. :'( *please shoot me..*

Unforgivable stupidity... sigh.. I hope I'll pass?..

Gonna study for tomorrow's assessment now...; the 3rd test for this week.. sigh

谈天

我好想找个人聊一聊.

我很想找个人谈天...

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有梦想的人.

我是属于一个有梦想的人.
梦想可以是大的, 也可以是小的.
我觉得其实有梦想没什么不好的. 只要问一问自己, "我喜不喜欢我的梦想呢?"

我喜欢我的梦想吗? 我喜欢.
不过,也因为我有这梦想, 而我开始感到讨厌.
我开始渐渐变的不喜欢我的梦想了.

有梦想的人阿,
你们要好好的加油, 要好好的往你的梦想而出努力耶!
多辛苦都好, 一切都是值得的, 知道吗?
加油努力哦! 你有我的支持! Go! Go! 加油!

when you say nothing at all

when you say nothing at all,
i felt the night quietly seals my soul...

when you say nothing at all,
i try to search near and afar for what it may be...

when you say nothing at all,
i felt the handicap in me...

when you say nothing at all,
the distance almost spells it all...

when you say nothing at all,
i realized i know nothing afterall...

makan @ Annaletchumi

Dinner @ Annaletchumi, Mid Valley. [10-11-2006]

We (about 17 of us) had an interesting indian vegetarian buffet. Besides the hot currys, I noticed they have a lot of yoghurt like stuff. Dun ask me what are they called, I just eat =)

Well, I thought the most interesting discovery was the concept of this restaurant. Their buffet runs on a "Eat all you can, & pay whatever you want" kind of concept. Never have i heard of that before. I was like "huh?! really?!"..erm, its cool though.. Basically this restaurant operates on a charity basis for the temple, well..that explains.. Though it is a buffet, it is not advisable to take all you can. Be sure not to waste your food at a solemn looking place like this.

A small, dainty place, though not with lots of variety, it is still a pleasure to dine here.

my food.

their table..

Swee Im & me.. (our table)

finished ny food, cleaned my plate

..(plus dessert summore) :)

信义 & 书琴 are getting married ~~!

Another pair of couple from youth fellowship (MYF) is tieing up knots next saturday. Saw their wedding pictures today. Their wedding photos are great; really sweet couple they are.. =)

geez... here goes another wedding, another holy matrimonial. There has been quite a number of weddings that took place during the recent years. It is truly a joy to see the blessed couples to come together as one. However, on the other hand I have not come to enjoy attending wedding dinners yet..

well, oh geez!... 信义 (Leinad) & 书琴 (Jesselyn) are getting married next week~~ God bless! :)

destiny

What did Napoleon gave Josephine as their wedding gift?
He who had great dreams for their future, and his wedding, presented to Josephine a gold medallion inscribed with the words "To Destiny."

What is my destiny?
What am I meant to be?

These phrase from "The Broken Bridges" is still singing vividly in my head.

"Destiny", everyone has their own... and what is our destiny?

..to our destiny we head; a place where our destiny today becomes a reality tomorrow.

选择

长长听人说，“没办法。。我没有选择"

也有人说，“选择真的很难。。”

你喜欢作选择么?
我不是很喜欢。。

你喜欢没有选择的时候么？
我也不是很喜欢。。

其实，有选择好呢还是没选好？

Quotable quotes II

Ideals are like stars: you will not succeed in touching them with your hands, but like the seafaring man on the ocean desert of waters, youc hoose them as your guides, and following them, you reach your destiny

Carl Schurz

Quotable Quote

El arte necesita de la soledad, de la miseria o de la pasión. Es una flor roquera que pide vientos fuertes y terrenos duros

Alexander Dumas