[scribble:] 28th feb '07

That day I saw a man;

A man with brittle stem of hope,

haunted by the black shadows

that gambles off soil, light, water,

and the broken vase



A picture dear to the heart;

An image that saddens my soul



Thoughts raced over

murmuring knots thrown over

And I kneeled over

to speak to our Father

Father,

may your gracious providence

be shown to your dear child

may you open & show the way

when everything seems tightly shut



And today

I am truly happy

to see the gleam of hope

brightly shone once again

in the man I saw that day



Father

I know you are always here

with us

Thank you,

Thank you for answering my prayer

Thank you for your great mercy and blessings

Thank you

"I need"

They said procrastination is an addiction. And well, I am very addicted to it. Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I need to start

I need to focus

I need to concentrate

I need to start preparing

And I need to stop procrastinating



I am stuck

I need God

I need help



I am lost

I need guide

I am weak

I need strength



I need motivation

I need empathy

I need everything I need

to walk through

to pass my pre-clinical years

then my clinical years

and to become what God wants me to be

21/02/2007

Am I worried?

I could not hide

What is there to do

Than to pray it through



As I grow

year by year

I gradually lost 'the touch'



Birthdays during childhood,

cakes and McD will do the trick;

Birthdays during teenage,

cakes and craziness makes the day



Cakes and candles

Gifts and presents

Is that what birthday is all about?



It is coming

But no tiny bits of crackles of anticipation

I could feel

I wish I could



It is coming

But yet no sprinkle of joy

I could feel

I wish I could



Whats worth celebrating?

I wish I know

If I could stop something

If I could stop something

I would not stop the time

I would say,

"Stop asking"

"Stop asking why did I lost much weight"

"Stop asking about her"

"Stop asking about him"

"Stop asking about me"

"Stop asking about this"

"Stop asking about that"

"Stop asking me questions"

"Stop asking altogether"


[p/s- note: Blog is one of my outlet, it can be like a diary. I just wish to write. If nothing is seen, the choice of read is yours. I would not be responsible for any depressing damage it may do.]

对不起, 请问..

爸, 妈,

谢谢

谢谢你们对女儿的照顾

你们一致以来都又好好的教导我和妹妹

只是女儿学不好

只是女儿学不会

是女儿没进到本份.

对不起

上帝说: "当孝敬父母" (出埃及記 20:12)



主啊,

请"你"耐心的让我和妹妹学会

让我们有一颗听从"你"的心.



妹妹,

好担心你

姐姐不了解你



妹妹,

你没什么敢接触我

你应该觉得我们又不了解你巴

我没好好做到你的"姐姐"

"对不起."



对不起

请问,

来令的生日

有什么好庆祝的呐?

活到23岁的我

有什么值得快乐的呐?

Reunion Dinner

Last Sunday, February the 11th, I had our reunion dinner with my extended family (all first, second, and third degree relatives) of paternal side. As usual our family dinner is held at the Damansara Palace Restaurant. Since my cousins have gradually expanded our Lim's family, some will 'sub' and have their own reunion dinner on CNY eve. So prior to CNY, there we are gathering and feasting together.

Took a few snapshots during the dinner:

my 'sort-of-nephews' (i think)

Actually, they are my grandfather's brother's wife's sister's grandchildren, so what do I call them? ...and yeah, the one in red is one of his twin brothers.

my mother and I

One of the twins took this picture for us, after me teaching them. Lovely isn't it :)

fried rice, the 2nd last dish (before dessert)

One of the twins, who sat beside me, forced me to take this picture. How? He kinda like threatened me and refused to eat unless I snap a picture of his bowl of fried rice and show it to him.

Didn't take much picture and that's about it, our 'dog/pig' year family reunion dinner.

Be-earlied Birthday Celebration

clockwise: with the beautiful galz; with the guyz;
................... my cake; my new roomate.



Date: 9th Feb 2007

Time: 5pm - 12 midnite

Programs & activities:

• Dinner at Samosa Cafe
• "Blow candles+ make prayers (/wishes)+ cut the cake" tradition.
• Received a big, cutie, birthday present.
• Movie in GSC Mid Valley:- The Devil Wears Prada

Thanks, people! Like the gift, like the cake, enjoyed the day. Thank you so much :)

the 9th morning

................................................................................................................09 feb '07

The first glimpse of rays breaking through.
Another new morning; another new day.

...

看了一片又一片心疼的 blog entry后

心头记满了你blog上的每一粒心声

我知道

我明白

我盼望

我祈祷

我祈求上帝

为你开路

一步一步的陪伴, 带领

你奔跑止到你冲上云霄

Today, Yesterday & Tomorrow

Today would not have happened

if we did not decide about yesterday

how would our tomorrow be

is on what we do today

glance back yesterday,

the reflection that placed us here today

see that our decisions today

will trace out our tomorrow

for when tomorrow comes

it is not a time to make a change...

-

Tonight,

the breezes strongly slapped in;

I looked out and up upon,
and tonight,

this is the image I captured...

A touch of moonlight,
sinks the earth in a different way.