I am freaking tired.

Been out for whole nite with the "sisters" yesterday after coming back from uni.

Out of the blues, two buddies of me called me to chat with me coz they felt "mou liu" enough to call me. Been on phone till around 2 something in the morning.

Been up since 7am today; Out since 8am. Being "sisters", then helping in church with the wedding etc.. Running all around, occupied with this and that... then, grandaunty's birthday dinner... came back only now.. around 1030pm.

I am tired. Very tired.

Been having assesmentS for 3/5 of our weekdays and because last friday's assessment was postponed to monday... and yeay~! I have test on monday too.

I did pretty badly in my last assessment, and I have many corrections to do. Each question 5 times. Its the answers to SAQ ( short answer questions ). Thats is no joke. I am procrastinating. Have not done any of it yet.

I am tired. Freaking tired.


p/s: ok, it seems that a lot of people have been commenting i've gone thinner. By that I really meant a lot... so, i've decided to go on a weight-gaining target. Yes, you got me right... I hereby announce that i am going on a weight-gaining target; to achieve a healthy weight.

stupid crapz me do

Had my second assessment today; the clinical examination on cranial nerves. It was a total crap. AAaaaaaahhhhhHHHHH~~~!!!! I feel like slapping myself and knocking my head HARD. It is still ok if i were to miss some details of any cranial nerve exam. Alrite, I was panic & nervous but that does not give me reasons why I should be stupid enough to miss some MAJOR, OBVIOUS stuff.

• I had the ophthalmoscope in my pocket BUT i totally forgotten about performing fundoscopy! *smack*

• forgotten about jaw jerk.. ok, acceptable.

• I TOTALLY forgot about checking cranial nerve VII; the facial nerve~... oh, dear.. stupid-nye! *SMACK*

• I was taking a moment to think about what to test on the hypoglossal nerve, mumbling to myself a little.. and then.. the examiner exclaimed, "What about 12th cranial nerve?"My bulb was lighted up. "Oh!" I go and I continued with the examination. BUT he gave me a stern look and tell, "You forgot about the 12th cranial nerve". A blank look i tossed back. I didn't know what to say. It just took me a bit of time to recall. I think he assumes that I've forgotten about it, which means no marks for CN XII as well.. :'( *please shoot me..*

Unforgivable stupidity... sigh.. I hope I'll pass?..

Gonna study for tomorrow's assessment now...; the 3rd test for this week.. sigh

谈天

我好想找个人聊一聊.

我很想找个人谈天...

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有梦想的人.

我是属于一个有梦想的人.
梦想可以是大的, 也可以是小的.
我觉得其实有梦想没什么不好的. 只要问一问自己, "我喜不喜欢我的梦想呢?"

我喜欢我的梦想吗? 我喜欢.
不过,也因为我有这梦想, 而我开始感到讨厌.
我开始渐渐变的不喜欢我的梦想了.

有梦想的人阿,
你们要好好的加油, 要好好的往你的梦想而出努力耶!
多辛苦都好, 一切都是值得的, 知道吗?
加油努力哦! 你有我的支持! Go! Go! 加油!

when you say nothing at all

when you say nothing at all,
i felt the night quietly seals my soul...

when you say nothing at all,
i try to search near and afar for what it may be...

when you say nothing at all,
i felt the handicap in me...

when you say nothing at all,
the distance almost spells it all...

when you say nothing at all,
i realized i know nothing afterall...

makan @ Annaletchumi

Dinner @ Annaletchumi, Mid Valley. [10-11-2006]

We (about 17 of us) had an interesting indian vegetarian buffet. Besides the hot currys, I noticed they have a lot of yoghurt like stuff. Dun ask me what are they called, I just eat =)

Well, I thought the most interesting discovery was the concept of this restaurant. Their buffet runs on a "Eat all you can, & pay whatever you want" kind of concept. Never have i heard of that before. I was like "huh?! really?!"..erm, its cool though.. Basically this restaurant operates on a charity basis for the temple, well..that explains.. Though it is a buffet, it is not advisable to take all you can. Be sure not to waste your food at a solemn looking place like this.

A small, dainty place, though not with lots of variety, it is still a pleasure to dine here.

my food.

their table..

Swee Im & me.. (our table)

finished ny food, cleaned my plate

..(plus dessert summore) :)

信义 & 书琴 are getting married ~~!

Another pair of couple from youth fellowship (MYF) is tieing up knots next saturday. Saw their wedding pictures today. Their wedding photos are great; really sweet couple they are.. =)

geez... here goes another wedding, another holy matrimonial. There has been quite a number of weddings that took place during the recent years. It is truly a joy to see the blessed couples to come together as one. However, on the other hand I have not come to enjoy attending wedding dinners yet..

well, oh geez!... 信义 (Leinad) & 书琴 (Jesselyn) are getting married next week~~ God bless! :)

destiny

What did Napoleon gave Josephine as their wedding gift?
He who had great dreams for their future, and his wedding, presented to Josephine a gold medallion inscribed with the words "To Destiny."

What is my destiny?
What am I meant to be?

These phrase from "The Broken Bridges" is still singing vividly in my head.

"Destiny", everyone has their own... and what is our destiny?

..to our destiny we head; a place where our destiny today becomes a reality tomorrow.

选择

长长听人说，“没办法。。我没有选择"

也有人说，“选择真的很难。。”

你喜欢作选择么?
我不是很喜欢。。

你喜欢没有选择的时候么？
我也不是很喜欢。。

其实，有选择好呢还是没选好？

Quotable quotes II

Ideals are like stars: you will not succeed in touching them with your hands, but like the seafaring man on the ocean desert of waters, youc hoose them as your guides, and following them, you reach your destiny

Carl Schurz

Quotable Quote

El arte necesita de la soledad, de la miseria o de la pasión. Es una flor roquera que pide vientos fuertes y terrenos duros

Alexander Dumas

Year2 Sem2

开学了...

希望與失望

人因为有期望才懂得什么叫做希望. 有夢想而去努力與付出. 但是有人说, "希望越大,失望越大 ". 就因为怕失望,我也不敢的去抱着任何的希望. 就因为怕会跌到受伤而不敢的再 take another step. 请告诉我..该敢敢的去相信與希望好还是该好好的保护自己好..

Beautiful tomorrow

She said...

Nothing is as beautiful as knowing there's always hope for tomorrow. Smile and everything will be fine.

Every day we encounter different things, walk through different journeys, immersed in different touch of experiences. When the sun sets again in the west, the whole day loads might just sets down together, weighing us down into the gloomy valley. And even before the sun make its way up to rise again, we are already worrying about tomorrow.

No matter how bad your day may seems; no matter how ruined things are; and no matter how worrying the bleak future may seems... I've come to realize that till the end of the day, we all still need a reason to smile.. So, smile and everything will be fine. Coz nothing is as beautiful as knowing there's always hope for tomorrow..

For the beautiful tomorrow, we await...

had a haircut

I had a hair cut today. My hair is short now. I don't enjoy looking at the mirror anymore especially when i'm out from shower with all my hairs poking up like porcupine. I don't look good.. i miss my long curly hair. Its so sad looking at the mirror now. I'm sad :'(

最近 zui jin (recently)

你最近不说话
ni zui jin bu shuo hua
Recently you have become so silent

怎麽了为什麽
zen me le wei shen me
Why? What has happened?

是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
shi bu shi you shen me shi rang ni bu kuai le
Is there anything that has made you unhappy?

听说你最近很孤单
Ting shuo ni zui jin hen gu dan
I heard that recently you felt very lonely

有点乱有点慌
You dian luan you dian huang
a little confused, a little lost

可是我却不能够在你的身旁
Ke shi wo que bu neng gou zai ni de shen pang
however I couldn’t be by your side

你想要的
Ni xiang yao de
things you want

我却不能够给你我全部
Wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
I am unable to give you all

*我能给的
*Wo neng gei de
*things that I can give

却又不是你想要拥有的
Que you bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de
it is however not what you want

我们不适合也不想认输
Wo men bu shi he ye bu xiang ren shu
We are not meant for each other but we refused to give in

好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
Hao ji ci wo men bao zhe bi ci dou shi xiang yao ku
There's a few times we just felt like crying as we caress each

你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
chang jie shi zhe yang de yi qie dou zhi shi kai shi
You’ve always reasoned that all these are just the beginning

我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
Wo jue de shi suo you de yi qie zao jiu yi jie shu
but I think everything is actually coming to an end right from the beginning

不想再约束
Bu xiang zai yue shu
do not want to restrict anymore

不要再痛苦
Bu yao zai tong ku
suffer no more

*下一次会有更好的情路
*Xia yi ci hui you geng hao de qing lu
*next time we will be luckier in love

爱
ai
love,

我却不能给你我全部
wo que bu neng gou gei ni wo quan bu
I couldn't give you all

*chorus*

这一次我们都能很幸福
Zhe yi ci wo men dou neng hen xing fu
we are very happy too this time

最近 by 李圣杰

What are we searching for in life?

What are we searching for in life?

Are we looking for perfections in life?

Or are we after the basic simplicity of life?

Perfections if you have it, what else do you expect more? But if you don't have it, what is it to lose actually?

Yet isn't the simple basics of life that makes you complete? It might be the simplest thing in life but it is yet the thing that comfortably kept you sustained over all. And it could also probably be the hardest thing to achieve in life.

...what actually are you searching for in life?

Bobby & Boobie

Bobby: Do you really want to know?

Boobie: If its not too much to know.

Bobby: Well, it might.

Boobie: Then let the blind be blind, and let the deaf be deaf.. :)